Did you see my anger?

Did you notice my pain?

Did you know because of my heartbreak,

I’ll never be the same?

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I want to have so many pointless conversations.

But they would only add to my confusion.

The duality of my emotions and confessions.

Are only outdone by the millions of questions.

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You just seemed to move on so quick.

And that made me sick to my stomach.

Your words landed on my brain like bricks.

And I wished mine did the same. I wish they clicked.

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You didn’t get it and probably never will.

And that has me reeling and rolling still.

But even as my emotions spill and spill.

I have to admit I still haven’t had my fill.

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As I closed in on your location.

My body was shaking.

My mind and heart were racing.

But that wouldn’t deter me from the high I was chasing.

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And believe me: I was as high as a kite!

Tell me how something so wrong can feel so right!

I just wish that the moment could last all night!

You said “It’s not a good idea” and you were right.

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You were warm, to my surprise.

But confusion sat in your eyes.

And when we spoke, tears flowed from mine.

And it made me realize.

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That gone was the anger.

Gone was the pain.

I forgot that I was heartbroken.

But we’ll still never be the same.

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